I’m getting so fucking sick of you giving me so little time that you can’t even tell you’re hurting me! Other boyfriends call their girlfriends, sometimes just to say good night and hear their voice at the end of the day. Or they have Skype sessions
Arrgh! I can’t take this feeling of being a small chip in his windscreen.
Fucking hate this distance thing, its a total fucking joke that he doesn’t even seem effected or the slightest bit bothered that we’re so far apart all the time
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It sounds cliche, but you genuinely are my first thought when I wake up and my last thought before I fall asleep every night. Im exhausted though, I’m tired from using up all my love on you and not saving any for myself. I need more and that’s horribly selfish, but I’m afraid it has to come from you because there’s no room in my head or heart for me to love myself. I know it would be easier if I loved myself, even a little bit, but I keep failing as much as I try. I’m a hurricane with skin and I don’t have time to read between the lines or figure things out, because I’m on a rampage and nothing can slow me down… Apart from you. Spell it out to me with your words, black and white, show me with your actions, when we’re alone and in public. When you’ve missed me and we’re reunited, run to me and pick me up and swing me around and say that you never want to leave my side again. Talk to me and tell me all the silly little things as well as the important things. And tell everyone you know how much I mean to you and how you would never give up on me, even though I can be difficult to understand at times. Tell everyone, tell me why you chose me and stand by those reasons.
I just need your voice to be louder, please talk to me baby because I’m killing myself with all the guessing and questions that remain unanswered. I know you love me just as much as I love you. But because I don’t love myself, I don’t see why you do, and I just need reminding that to you I’m special. Coz I’m anything but in my books.
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